31.3.10

今天过了 明天来了



这就是被你狠狠伤害过的我
即使内心多么难受
我也会扯起苍白的嘴角对着你的微笑示好
你放心
我不会这么快就倒下
在你还没回心转意之前
我怎么舍得咽下这口气就这样放弃
我不甘---

好快
已经到了3月的最后一天
今天过了
明天来了
你就能远远的逃离开我了
我们的距离将比永远更加遥远
若是从前我还能欺骗自己
即使无法拥有你也无所谓
至少我跟你站在同一片土地呼吸着同一片空气
可现在呢?
你就要离开这里了
别说见面
怕是连你的消息我都听不到了
那种彻底失去你的感觉
我真的好惶恐
不要走
我真的好想开口要你不要走
可是早在一个月前我就失去了留下你的资格
现在的我
连呼唤你的权利都没有
因为
我谁也不是
宝贝
如果一定要走
请记得把我们之间所有的回忆都带走
将来哪天路上遇到了我
请别告诉我
你已经 忘了我----------------------

30.3.10

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whole night din sleeping
in really
damn tired
and
damn miss u
withou any reason
just thinking about u
r u sleep ady
r u remember to eat
r u sick agn
r u r u r u...............

yiner
她就是你的新目标吗?
是飘亮
是气质
是有钱
是完美

是不是比我更爱你呢?

我不知道
我以为我已经渐渐放下你了
在夜深人静的时候
才知道
我连最不堪的回忆都舍不得放下
更何况是我深爱着的你
他们都说
不值得不值得
你不过是个小孩子
不值得让我依靠
我知道
这些我都知道
所以我会尽力去学会怎么当个完美的保姆
学会怎么去照顾小孩子
这样以后你依靠的就可以是我
而你则可以选择继续吃喝玩乐不用长大
我不介意你永远抱着小孩子心态过活
只要是跟我在一起
我什么都不介意
你可以说我傻
没关系
为了你我什么都不要了
就只要你
只要我深深爱着的你

林.圯.彬

29.3.10

28/3/10 the day i'm saw u agn

It's second times i meet u at the penthouse
u same kept quite
kept emo
and kept be a blind would not see me
or maybe
I'm just a person which transparent in your eyes
a person you never know in your life
u dunno
whn u start feel at ease of the shop
my heart was stop funtion totally
and whn i saw u
i hear the sound something broken
i try to felt my heart
it's too late
cos the sound from
my heart which broken suddenly
with silent
with tears dropped
with nothing......

i try to tell myself
start from the day which u treat me as NOTHING
u r totally NOTHING to me too
and i will nothing whn i saw u agn
i always beLIEve tat i can do it
how i know
how i know
i really do it
whn i'm still loving u

28.3.10

nothing

just back from kl trip
damn tired
bt it's really funny
and I enjor tat :]

pls FORGIVE me tat
I thinking about u whn i was free
and I thought it was us whn I saw any couple
I among can see our future though they
how sweet of us
how loving of us
well
we already finish
already over on the game of love
and
I'm the LOSER

whn I was felt problem
it's too late
I can saw her name from your eyes
maybe and from your heart
it was not my sit already
I past already
I try to tell myself
it's nothing
NOTHING
and finally I know
it's really nothing
important of me to you
it's NOTHING
well
you are my everything------------

louis
from your eyes I can see:
she is pretty than me
she is tall than me
she is disposition than me
she is whiten than me
and she has the long hair you like
maybe
she is cutie than me
she is clever than me
she is gentle than me
she is suit than me
and she has something that you like
but
r you sure
she is loving you more than me?
I love u more than I can said
I can do everything for you well u just do nothing for me
I can be a singer though the song as the song to describe how much I love you
I can try to leave you whn you were din't love me anymore
shall she can do it?

dear
pls
pls try to promise me
u just can find another that whom loving u more than me
if not
i really dunno how to give up anything
how to give up you
be the someone‘s lover
more loveness than be the someone whom loving
you must be more fortunate
after left me
if you life wit not happiness
pls tell me
i can try to pass all my lucky in whole life to you
i just wanna to see you smile
it's enough
really enough

25.3.10

请告诉我



你说你爱我
那么请你告诉我
为什么你还是离开了我---?
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请告诉我-原创3


我以为再见面无妨
至少我可以装得无所谓
可僵硬的身躯和不自在的心
证明了当时我多虚伪
你的背影 那么的熟悉
仅此一眼
就陷入了回忆
你的一切我依然熟悉
就好像我们不曾分离

我还记得在那样的夜里
你的肩膀是我眷恋的依靠
我还记得在那缠绵的夜里
你的怀抱充满我的味道

请告诉我 为什么
你说爱我却选择 离开了我
难道你厌倦沉默
还是你早已 厌倦了我

喔喔

那样的夜里 我们多甜蜜
如今叫我 该如何忘记
请别怪我 谁叫我不是你~
不够绝情

请告诉我 为什么
你说爱我却选择 避开了我
难道你厌倦了我
还是你早已 抛开承诺

也只能怪我 爱得太多